Marathon and 2015 training, racing, life

Well I have decided to not to the marathon this year.  Even though the training has been going pretty well, the thought process is not pleasant.   Not wanting to have another repeat of last years race, I have been trying my best to thick to the plan while figuring out when to get in my training.  Sometimes I can get it in in the morning and other times it's at night when Nicole is putting Adiya to bed.  The problem is that I have to start my run when I plan to otherwise the window will/would close.  There is where my problems arose.  I was getting frustrated when having that on my mind to the point it started to creep in when I was spending time with the family.  So I finally decided to let it go.  Honestly I never really felt the need to do a marathon but got caught up....as so many do...with all the talk about doing one.  Then after my disaster I felt the need to get revenge....even though I didn't really want to.  I think now my focus is just on doing sprints which I love doing and staying as fit and healthy as possible.  I also have started a journey that is a bit outside the box so the end of the season will be telling and my hope is to start a small revolution that will get people enjoying the process and not falling for the hype of what it takes to be good at running and triathlons.:)